^{holy shit.... its amazing how quickly things can change... i've said this before haven't i? well life has once again threw my a curve ball..... a really fuckin huge 360 degree curve ball....  really not all that much has changed.... but the few things that have are huge!  first off.,.... my daughters father is slowly working himself out of the trench that he dug for himself over a year ago..... but i'm proud of him... the things he's making happen for himself.... i got some interesting information about some stupid whore that i used to know... and it has just reconfirmed what i've known for as long as i've known her... she is fuckin PATHETIC!  AND IT BRINGS ME GREAT JOY KNOWING THIS....  ya know it really amazes me how desperate and pathetic and weak so many women are around here.... they'll latch on to anything with a dick... married or otherwise.... they don't care... and its fuckin PATHETIC... i know i said that already.... but i'll say it again.... she's a nasty ass dirty skanky PATHETIC WHORE!!!  HEHEHEHE~~!~~  ANYWAYS.....  so... i'm really hating my job right now.... ironically its because we're hardly working any overtime.... yes i'm complaining because i'm only working 42 hours a week.... but hopefuly i get to work a double on saturday.... well 12 hours.....  woohooo..... i gotta start saving for chritmas!  and a new apartment... yes i'm apartment shopping this weekend.... which i'm super excieted about!!!!  theres one i'm looking at tomorrow night and i haven't seen it yet... but i know i want it... i just know i do.... it sounds perfect!  close to work, close to daycare.... kind of.... affordable... big..... only thing is....  i don't need it till begining of november and its available on the 25th of this month... so if i like it maybe i can talk the landlord into holding on to it till then.... eeeee!!! i'm so excieted.... but usually when i get super exceited about things like this.... they never work out for me.... thats how it always goes for me.... so my daughters father and i are on the mend.... i really believe in my heart that theres still hope for us.... but we'll see.... this is definately something i'm not going to get all worked up over cuz like i just said.... its when i really really want something that it usually doesn't happen....   so anyways.. i guess thats all for now.... just wanted to pop in and say hey its been a while.... hope everything is as well as it can be for everyone in they're current situations.... peace out!}